I had been broken a lot of times. Perhaps I still am
Broken.
Only trying to put on a straight face
Because I don’t want loneliness to take over myself.
Because I know deserve more than
Sulking in my room crying
I so deserve more than
Surprise-less birthdays and nonchalant Christmases
I deserve more than being ignored
I think I deserve to be loved somehow.
I think I am worth some sacrifice and effort.


But I had managed to accept that persons like that are
Rare.
I had learned that man is born selfish.
That there are few people lucky enough to find that person
Willing to stick out for’em

And now you’re here.
A beautiful apparition from somewhere
or nowhere.
You’re making me smile
Tickling my butterflies inside
But I am not sure if you’re that person
I want to believe you are
What do you really want from me?

Is it
Love?
Please say that it is.
At least say you’d like to try

Because I’ve had enough
Misfortune.
I am quite
Tired.
Someone please take care of
Me.
Someone please be
You.