i open your profile from time to time, to know what you've been up to: where you go, who youre with, what you do. and whether or not that status single is still there.
i may not show it, but inside im hurt. whats holding you back? am i just like any other girl? everybody says we could be good together. and i believe them. i believe in us.
But im not gonna rush you and myself. im gonna wait. because what we have is special.
Take time to resolve your issues. take time to heal. Enjoy yourself, your family and friends. Grieve for your lost loves. seize your moments of solitude.
don't worry about me. im just here waiting for you.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Twas a fine 09 after all
In a few hours this year is saying good bye and new year is ushering in. I still can't believe 2009 happened so fast. there were many tears, sleepless nights, moments of anger, of love, of loneliness-- all of them are flashing in my mind like a montage of photos and music videos. But i guess the most important thing that happened is that i learned more about myself. i learned discipline. I learned health. I learned how to really love and how to really let go. It is all a continuous learning. It is probably a long never ending struggle. but Im fighting because I'm stronger. Im facing this year with new hopes. new dreams. new perspective. thank you 2009 for making it difficult, but wonderful after all. welcome 2010. =)