I was tired for several months. i worked hard, slept late, went to work late, ate a lot, drank a lot. my office desk was perennially cluttered. so was my bedroom. it was like a long period of desperation for something better to happen in my life, particularly in my career. i prayed fervently for a change, a really good change, because i was starting to get crazy, feel ugly and fat, incompetent and empty. I was a useless diploma on a dead living room wall.
And then God heard my prayer. I didnt think He would give me this gift soon. I am very happy but a little bit anxious about how I am going to do my new responsibilities in a new environment. it is indeed a change. my boss said,"you deserve it."
I guess i need to be more prayerful than before to thank God for all of this and to ask Him to continue guiding me and encouraging me to live my life well and be a reason for a good change to happen to other people too.
